I know that many have struggled with this and overcome it Six years have gone by and despite the 13 years spent in PT I think too damage has been done…
What bites you is that you have fought , long and hard ..that there are no bruises .It is all spinal cord related…a grab ..slamming on the brakes .It does not leave marks, just damage .
I worked out for 44 years . According to Drs had it not been for my physical fitness , prior and mental tenacity I should have been in a wheelchair 8 years ago and I continue to fight but I often why . My family does not care so I am alone in this . I cannot do anion of what I did three years ago.
I went through Heaven and Hell for my children but where have they been for me / Jeez just typing this exhausting ..my arms don’t really function ..
Trying to come to acceptance is difficult …will take any advice
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Once an adventurous , slightly mischievous ..always golden hearted child Fast forward 30+ years ..bitter and resentful bitter lady( I don't like it either ) ..formerly kind and accommodating ..still and will always cherish children ...Life is not quite the ride you expect so I would like to believe in destiny as opposed to I made incorrect choices ...because I had brains, beauty , came from a well bred New York society background family , a ridiculous skill set etc so how did I end up where I am??? At Birth ..you can be given all the "gifts " that you desire ,a s I was ..I am intelligent (generally) ...I can cook , bake , refinish furniture , manage a business , craft ..etc etc ..If you YOU look in the mirror and you do not see what others may ..and I do not believe this is an uncommon phenomenon ..most beautiful women whose demeanors I have observed have appeared to be abused ..this I can spot a mile away ..it never matters what some one else see's ..what matters is what you see..which may be skewed and may need lead you in an alternate direction ..please contact me I am here to help anyone..anytime
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