whelp if you want anyone to destroy your life I can make a suggestion . “Piss job’s ” pardon my French outdoors in open venues . I refuse ..Either my children are really lacking in intellect or they don’t care ..at all ..Where were you A all those years your father abused your mother in front of your eyes ??? Blind
To my daughter , who promised to care for me ..I will well used to broken promises …being terrorized, traumatized etc as I am certain you are well aware ..
To m youngest , who cares the most ..the meek will inherit the earth ..something I lived by in my young years because I was quite meek and kind .
Talking to people in detox and again wondering why my children never intervened while their father is still a horrible alcoholic . I cannot even imagine someone having a more nasty , derogatory personality …
I don’t know why I protect people who don’t deserve it But I am done with that .
I never drank in my life but I became, I believe and alcoholic trying to deal with one …Don’t Make the same mistake I did..If your gut says something is off Run like Hell
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Once an adventurous , slightly mischievous ..always golden hearted child Fast forward 30+ years ..bitter and resentful bitter lady( I don't like it either ) ..formerly kind and accommodating ..still and will always cherish children ...Life is not quite the ride you expect so I would like to believe in destiny as opposed to I made incorrect choices ...because I had brains, beauty , came from a well bred New York society background family , a ridiculous skill set etc so how did I end up where I am??? At Birth ..you can be given all the "gifts " that you desire ,a s I was ..I am intelligent (generally) ...I can cook , bake , refinish furniture , manage a business , craft ..etc etc ..If you YOU look in the mirror and you do not see what others may ..and I do not believe this is an uncommon phenomenon ..most beautiful women whose demeanors I have observed have appeared to be abused ..this I can spot a mile away ..it never matters what some one else see's ..what matters is what you see..which may be skewed and may need lead you in an alternate direction ..please contact me I am here to help anyone..anytime
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