LILS I THANK YOU for all the happiness and fun that you brought into my life . There is not a day I don’t cry for the lack of you …
Four years ago Gsmmi was so damaged that I could no longer travel soI doubt that I will ever see you again…I was ever permitted to know your brother and sister ..
I pray for you every night ,my fairy Princess . Your parents chose to move you away from me …My own daughter did not care about me ..your father just has parental issues .
One day I hope that I am still alive, somewhat functional , and that you look for me. I miss PA so much ❤
The nightmares, the terrors the flashbacks that leave fingernail marks in my skin ….unforgettable